What’s for valentines?

You know .. I just don’t like the weird silence or wondering if I’m with the right person. I just rather paint and hustle. That .. if I fuck Up

A painting or a business deal.. ill get right up , pay up and keep my body moving. With love and emotions.. that shit is too intense . Making deals makes me excited .. arguing or wondering where a human I like is .. that shits agonizing . And then let’s not talk about how I’m a traveler .. I can’t stay for ever in one place. My mind wonders. I don’t want to miss out on life .. spending it with one person . My mother gave 18 years to a buslsshit human. I never want to be too kind when the love is  death.

Maybe when I’m older I’ll be what’s for valentines to someone :. For now we  paint